Delusion Grotesque Nonsense - Kairiki Bear ft. Kagamine Rin (Meimou Guro Nonsense / 迷妄グロナンセイス)
Delusion Grotesque Nonsense - Kairiki Bear ft. Kagamine Rin (Meimou Guro Nonsense / 迷妄グロナンセイス)
足りない 満たない もの足りない
汚い いけない 薄汚い
転がる暴論 非常識
虫食って 入り混じって 理性切って
何にももう無い 僕にはもう無い
痛いの飛んでけ 暗いの飛んでけ
こんがらがった想い 結ばれた想い
痛いの飛んでけ 暗いの飛んでけ
物憂いのマスクも 上手に切り取って
塞いだココロを 真っ赤に欺いて
狂った愛を 捧げて頂戴
狂って 待って 汚して頂戴
変わって 待って ズキズキ鳴き出して
ああああああ
濁った愛で 宥めて頂戴
曇って 滅入って 沈めて頂戴
植わって 待って 腕の傷抉って
みたりして…
知りたい 知らない 知りたくない
消えたい 消したい 消えたくない
群がる風評 非道徳
犯され 入り混じって感情切って
夢はもう無い 僕にはもう無い
痛いの蔓延る 暗いの蔓延る
忘れ去った想い 歪みきった想い
痛いの蔓延る 暗いの蔓延る
狂った愛を 奥まで頂戴
狂って 待って 怪我して頂戴
慌て 待って ズキズキ泣きついて
ああああああ
たぎった愛で 虐めて頂戴
滅入ってみて 救って頂戴
植わって 待って 感傷に浸って
笑ってみたりして…
狂った愛を 私に頂戴
狂った愛で 殺して頂戴
狂った愛に 今も縋りついて
苦しくて
痛いよ もう許して頂戴
痛いよ ねぇ助けて頂戴
痛いよ ほらズキズキ泣き叫んで
ああああああ
痛いよ もう死なせて頂戴
痛いよ ねぇ救って頂戴
痛いよ ほら胸の傷抉って
いなくなりたくて…
tarinai mitanai monotarinai
kitanai ikenai usugitanai
korogaru bouron hijoushiki
mushikutte iri majitte risei kitte
nani mo mou nai boku ni wa mou nai
itai no tondeke kurai no tondeke
kongaragatta omoi musubareta omoi
itai no tondeke kurai no tondeke
monoui no masuku mo jouzu ni kirototte
fusaida kokoro o makka ni azamuite
kurutta ai o sasagete choudai
kurutte matte yogoshite choudai
kawatte matte zukizuki nakidashite
a a a a a a
nigotta ai de nagamete choudai
kumotte meitte shizumete choudai
uwatte matte ude no kizu egutte
mitarishite
shiritai shiranai shiritakunai
kietai keshitai kietakunai
muragaru fuuhyou hidoutoku
okasare irimajitte kanjou kitte
yume wa mou nai boku ni wa mou nai
itai no habikoru kurai no habikoru
wasuresatta omoi yugamikitta omoi
itai no habikoru kurai no habikoru
kurutta ai o oku made choudai
kurutte matte kegashite choudai
awate matte zukizuki nakitsuite
a a a a a a
tagitta ai de ijimete choudai
meittemite sukutte choudai
uwatte matte kanshou ni hitatte
waratte mitarishite
kurutta ai o watashi ni choudai
kurutta ai de koroshite choudai
kurutta ai ni ima mo sugaritsuite
kurushikute
itai yo mou yurushite choudai
itai yo nee tasukete choudai
itai yo hora zukizuki nakisakende
a a a a a a
itai yo mou shinasete choudai
itai yo nee sukutte choudai
itai yo hora mune no kizu egutte
inakunaritakute
It’s not enough. I’m inferior. It’s not enough.
I’m dirty. I’m beyond help. I’m filthy.
These whirling fallacies completely lack rationality.
They eat away at my heart, mix together, and cut me off from my common sense.
There’s nothing anymore. I have nothing left anymore.
(Pain, pain, go away. Doom, gloom, go away.)
My entangled emotions, my bound emotions.
(Pain, pain, go away. Doom, gloom, go away.)
Skillfully tear away my mask of melancholy, too.
Utterly deceive my closed-off heart!
Please, give me your maddened love!
Please, go mad, wait for me, defile me!
Transform, wait for me, it wails with throbbing pain.
Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah-ah!
Please, cure me with your corrupted love!
Please, be disappointed, be depressed, and sink me under!
Put down roots, wait for me, gouge cuts into my arm!
Just maybe, you could try to do it…
I want to die. I don’t know. I don’t want to know.
I want to disappear. I want to erase it all. I don’t want to disappear.
Those swarming rumours, utterly immoral,
violate me, mix together, and cut me off from my emotions.
I have no dreams anymore. I have nothing left anymore.
(The pain is taking over. The darkness is taking over.)
The emotions I’ve completely forsaken. The emotions distorted beyond recognition.
(The pain is taking over. The darkness is taking over.)
Please, give me the maddened love hidden in the deepest recesses of your heart!
Please, go mad, wait for me, hurt me!
Be disoriented, wait for me, I beg of you, as I cling to you in throbbing pain.
Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah-ah!
Please, torment me with your overflowing love!
Please, try to be upset, then save me!
Put down roots, wait for me, bask in my sentimentality!
And maybe, I can try to smile…
Please, give me your maddened love.
Please, destroy me with your maddened love.
Even now, I cling to your maddened love,
and it’s killing me.
It hurts. Please, forgive me already.
It hurts. Hey, please, help me.
It hurts. See, I scream in my throbbing pain—
Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah-ah!
It hurts. Please, let me die already.
It hurts. Hey, please, save me.
It hurts. C’mon, gouge cuts into my heart.
I wish I didn’t exist…